Hate Me Yesterday

Felt like it was bloody weird of not talking to you..but then i remembered..


It was not 10years ago.. it was today..10years later.
Saw u wearing black again..a stranger in a body of a guy i used to know..a guy who once felt bloody safe with me.u still are..still are..i did u a great favour..of leaving you..

You took care of me in your own way..my blog.u read it all the time..always asking if there is or there was anything wrong happened to me..you knew..there was something went wrong..the day when i wanted to let you know..you walked away.

I guess it must have happened for only 1 reason..u knew how i always got my tongue twisted when telling the truth..it would never came out right..so i wrote it down instead somewhere in 2008..in a notebook i meant to burn..

Whats the point of telling you now..what is there left to do..nothing.

Wherever i am now..whatever ive become..im better like this..in a place im not suppose to..as someone im not meant to..

I wonder babe..what could possibly happen if you knew..if you did read the book i passed to Fred for you..if u stayed that afternoon..if i didnt drove u to wgsa maju station..but those things didnt happened..

I will always love you..in my own way..

'Selamat Pengantin Baru'
July 26th, 2009